The last few days have been rough. Real rough. I'm dealing with letting go. Something everyone can relate with. I made a reach out to friends and have lots of people praying for me. I gatta tell ya its a great feeling.

So, a question. Why is it so hard to remember who exactly is watching over us every moment of existence? I mean for real, the creator of the entire universe stays right next to us all the time. All the time. Things can't go wrong, it's not possible.

Earlier this summer I learned a crazy lesson. Even in disobeying God, I was doing what he wanted. There was someone I worked with and God said, hey go talk to that person. Well, I didnt. Lame reasons I was tired in was a really busy day, I didint make it a priority. Well two days later I talked to that person and found out that was all God's plan. They told me "yeah, thats right. If you would have talked to me two days ago I would have said nothings wrong, but today there is something". It was crazy. My friends had a friend back home who really needed some prayer, so we prayed. It was great stuff.

Well, My head is still confused (and yes most certainly in a bottle). So I am still trying to let go. To understand no matter what I cant control things. If my car breaks it breaks. If I study for hours on a test and get a B not and A like I wanted. I need to move on.

In conclusion (yeah I dont know just wanted to say that). I am going to do my best to give up

Remember were all in this together I'm pulling for ya, keep your stick on the ice.